In this Wednesday, Jan. 4, 2017, file photo, Google CEO Sundar Pichai speaks during a news conference in New Delhi.
Thousands of US-based Google employees woke up to an email on January 20 saying they'd been laid off.
  • A Google engineer said survivors of the recent mass layoffs cried in meetings the day of the cull.
  • Two engineers told Insider some remaining staff were worried about further job cuts.
  • Google is now "just another big company," one said.

Some Google employees who survived the recent cull of around 12,000 staff cried during meetings the day layoffs were announced, a serving employee told Insider.

In video calls that day, "some of the folks were sobbing, they were drying their eyes," the employee, an engineer for Google on the East Coast, said.