I was laid off from Rivian after surviving 3 earlier layoffs. It was almost a relief when it was over.

• On Wednesday, Rivian announced it was laying off 10% of salaried staff the next day.
• One laid-off worker said it was their fourth round of layoffs at Rivian, but anxiety was still high.
• They waited all night to learn they'd been laid off but were relieved there was an end to uncertainty.

This as-told-to essay is based on a conversation with a former Rivian employee who was laid off Thursday and spoke anonymously to protect their privacy. Business Insider has verified their identity and employment. The following has been edited for length and clarity.